No apologies necessary. Sorry for your loss. Take care of your family duties first.
Family is top priority.
I'm glad we got to visit her for the past 2 years and even already booked 2020 a trip because she was getting older. I can tell Mrs.CMO was thinking of any regrets. But I told her she shouldn't have any because we go every years since 2017. And prior to that, we were saving for a condo and wedding so we couldn't afford to go.
On a side not IDK if I posted it before, but their armored car guys don't even carry guns. Just body armor and kevlar. Maybe it's not bullet rated, but a stab vest. Not sure why the kevlar, I would rather wear a football helmet. This way you can't get punched in the face.