I don't listen to Christian music because I've found most Christians to be hypocritical
You're right bro, that's why I need a saviour....
Because I'm born a sinner, I need Jesus to save me...................everyday
I get weak and backslide every so often... Then I ask Jesus for help......and den pau....
Jesus doesn't always answer prayer the way we want it answered.......
He knows and sees the whole picture and works it all out for good....
For me, this whole thing is getting my loved ones and I to heaven...
Satan's job is to attack us and make us look crazy and hypocritical....
Not sure what's happening, but God Bless you bro.. hope everthings OK...